I already had my career choice decided before I started this blog. I had to confess that.
I'm trying to be a professional photographer. Correction, I am going to be a professional photographer. I have found so far in my quest to D.Y.I Career, I am constantly making little corrections like that. Breaking bad habits, like waking up at 11:00 am, and not making the best use of my time.
Self motivation is something I've struggled with my entire life, and yet I insist on being my own boss. I think I wouldn't be happy any other way. So, slowly but surely I am breaking those little habits and the main factor in doing so is realizing that my success is completely dependent on me.
It seems so obvious that one's success should be reliant on themselves, but not to everybody. I am going to speak for myself and if you can relate that's more than I could've wished for. I come from nothing, living on my own and being able to feed myself is a success on it's own. That was my first taste of it. People like me don't often get the chance to see past where they come from, and it's hard to yearn for something you've never tasted.
All of a sudden, this idea of my own success became this heavy burden, this giant work load, but an achievable one. I got over not believing in myself, and thinking I don't deserve it. How, you may ask? Honestly, (and sorry to disappoint) I had nothing better to do.
-Amulree
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